2 years ago today I took my last drinkβ¦itβs also 2 years ago today I was hospitalized for liver failure and diagnosed with advanced cirrhosis at 26 years old.
Celebrating 54 years old today. The first fourteen were alcohol free; the next 34 were not; the past 6 have collectively been the best! Thanks for being here and for making this place great. IWNDWYT
Morning sobernauts! I'm 1 year today!! which was inconceivable to me a year ago. it was just another day 1 in a very long list of day ones, but I'd read somewhere that all the attempts build up until one time it sticks. kind of wish I was in some sober community irl so I could get a chip.
I was a drink to unwind person too. I also got scared when I would promise myself I wouldnβt drink tonight but then 5pm would roll around and I would pour my first. I was so wound up about everything. It wasnβt until I decided to stop completely that I could start addressing what was making me drink in the first place. It was hard at first. But for me totally worth the work. π
Yes. This was a big realization for me. Drinking only pauses the emotions then, especially if I was sad, they would come back amplified by shame and frustration the next day for having given in to the cravings. I still want to quiet my brain some days. It can still be hard. But 99% of my days are better and craving free now. I started with a 30 Day and the moved to 100 day challenges. The goal and treat/reward systems worked for me :) π
IWNDWYT. π
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Jam tomorrow and jam yesterday (so many yesterdays), but never jam today! IWNDWYT
500 club activate! πππ
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2 years ago today I took my last drinkβ¦itβs also 2 years ago today I was hospitalized for liver failure and diagnosed with advanced cirrhosis at 26 years old.
2years is huge! Congratulations. π
IWNDWYT. π
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Happy sober Sunday sober friends!
Have a great Sunday Brighter. IWNDWYT. π
Thank you for caring for us
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Happy Birthday! πππ
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80 days! Way to go you. π
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Starting over. Day 1. IWNDWTY
Youβve got this! IWNDWYT. π
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Celebrating 54 years old today. The first fourteen were alcohol free; the next 34 were not; the past 6 have collectively been the best! Thanks for being here and for making this place great. IWNDWYT
Happy birthday Apple! π
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Thank you for caring for us this week
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I miss it too sometimes and summer coming usually brings on a twinge of nostalgia. Iβm here with you and IWNDWYT. π
Have a fucking kick-ass Thursday, friends!!π€π»βοΈ
Let the ass kicking commence! IWNDWYT. π
Congratulations! πππ
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Happy sober Wednesday sober friends!
Congratulations Brighter!!!!! You are amazing 2 years is amazing! π€©
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Oh and IWNDWYT π
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Morning sobernauts! I'm 1 year today!! which was inconceivable to me a year ago. it was just another day 1 in a very long list of day ones, but I'd read somewhere that all the attempts build up until one time it sticks. kind of wish I was in some sober community irl so I could get a chip.
Congratulations! π
IWNDWYT. π
Thank you for caring for us this week
IWNDWYT. π
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I was a drink to unwind person too. I also got scared when I would promise myself I wouldnβt drink tonight but then 5pm would roll around and I would pour my first. I was so wound up about everything. It wasnβt until I decided to stop completely that I could start addressing what was making me drink in the first place. It was hard at first. But for me totally worth the work. π
I think this is where I'm at. I want to be able to deal with life without needing alcohol to blunt my feelings
Yes. This was a big realization for me. Drinking only pauses the emotions then, especially if I was sad, they would come back amplified by shame and frustration the next day for having given in to the cravings. I still want to quiet my brain some days. It can still be hard. But 99% of my days are better and craving free now. I started with a 30 Day and the moved to 100 day challenges. The goal and treat/reward systems worked for me :) π
Great writing! Love the idea of just getting started and things will start to roll forward. You are doing the hard work, way to go. π