Years ago, in queuing traffic, I went in to the back of another car at low speed. Nothing to see on either car, only later I noticed slight damage to my car bonnet.
Iāve definitely considered that to be the case. It was just hard to dismiss that nobody around me reacted- not even the guy I crashed into. I mean, his head didnāt even move! I looked at the people next to me and they didnāt seem to notice anything had happened. Who knows. Weird experience
Hey, this was almost a year ago and my results came back totally normal. I hope you have the same results and they come back quickly. Let me know how everything turns out. ā¤ļø
Barbaric- that perfectly describes it. Iāve read about the LEEP and after this experience I will find a way to pay to be sedated if I need to have it done. I applaud you for getting through that and I am SO sorry youāve felt this way too. Iām sure it was even worse. Thanks for your response, I havenāt gotten to talk to anybody that I know has gone through this!
This is basically what mine said, squamous exocervival mucosa was worded differently? But they said mine was normal and a regular HOV infection thatās active.
Grew up in San Jose, lived in San Diego for highschool. Been in Roseville for 7 years now and I love living here the most. My first week of living here I got an overwhelming sense of this being āhomeā. That feeling hasnāt left since. Iād like to get out of CA, but I will really miss Roseville when I go.
South Cirby neighborhood all the way. Just the right amount of community, far enough from Granite Bay and WestPark to avoid the rich snobs, some of the prettiest trees youāve ever seenš downtown Roseville bars are fun but if you donāt mind driving 20 minā¦ the real action is in Folsom!
Iām upset that the earliest appt was Feb 17th. I wanted to get it over with and put my anxiety at ease. But best of luck to you! Hoping weāre both good!
Everyoneās experience is very different with it from what Iāve read on here! I did as I was told and took about 600mg of ibuprofen before my appointment. I wasnāt given anything to numb the area or any extra pain relief during the procedure. My doctor and nurse were so encouraging and made me feel so comfortable, but I was very in my head during the procedure. It was very invasive and they have to take pen tip sized biopsies using a sort of puncher tool if the areas look off. You can hear the tool and it just causes you to cramp. They had to do a small scrape which resulted in just constant cramping for 30 seconds or so which wasnāt extremely painful, but my sensorys were just on overload and it was a lot. I guess I was thinking the procedure was going to be a little different and afterwards I almost passed out. The nurse noticed my change in skin color and got me a cold pack and fluids and a snack and such. I couldnāt have had a better pair to help me through! I was very emotional afterwards, so it kind of stunk that I drove myself, but I went home and cried for a bit and took a nap and all was well. I was VERY crampy after the procedure, but recovery was overall great. But when my doctor called with my results, she recommended I get sedated for the LEEP as she saw how uncomfortable I was during the colposcopy. I have read on here that others asked for some sort of anti-anxiety med be given to them for the colposcopy to relax. For me it was more so very mentally challenging than anything and I didnāt have my significant other attend to be with me since he doesnāt do well in hospitals. The nurse did hold my hand, but yeah I just had a hard time taking everything in!
āStop asking questions you know the answer toā¦there aināt no world in which I am good for youā starved. The entire song means so much to me. I swear my brain has the BEST music video for itš¤£
Every horrible guy Iāve ever dated has made fun of music I like and play around them. In a mean way. I made a pact with myself years ago that I would not move forward with a new guy if he makes fun of the music I enjoy. Maybe itās petty, its just the best indicator to me of a shitty person ahead. He doesnāt have to like the same music as me, but if he makes me seem dumb for listening to it, goodbye!
I love crocheting. Itās so rewarding and itās something I can do with my hands and feel busy while watching tv or listening to a podcast. You can take it to a park, long car rides, etc. People love receiving blankets as giftsā¦ Iām just a big fan of the hobby. Maybe give it a go!
Iāve been in treatment for anorexia on and off for 10+ years. I have the said almost the exact same thing to all my providers, the āif I didnāt have to eat to get through the day I just wouldnāt.ā Food is so unimportant to me. Even now that Iām in a ārecoveredā state where I feed myself 3 times a day at least each major food group itās stillā¦ unimportant. The health consequences of the years of accidental and intentional starvation didnāt really start for me until I turned 23. I would recommend getting help soon! I feel so much better in so many ways now that I feed myself consistently.
Idk how I started getting notifications for this fan page. Why donāt you guys just unfollow herā¦? This entire page is just women saying sheās ugly, sheās this that and the other, her lips are horrible, sheās horrible, sheās a pigā¦ blah blah blah. Iām sure you guys all identify as feminists too. You guys are the ugliest souls for talking about another woman like you have been.
Do you have access to healthcare/already have a treatment team? I highly suggest reaching out to them. You donāt have to be doing better to get help with a plan. Unfortunately EDās do not fix themselvesā¦ but there is help out there. There are scholarship programs for treatment that can accommodate with school schedules. I hope you can get help soon and I hope you make leaps and bounds in your recovery. ā¤ļø
Edibles are really strongā¦ Iāve been smoking for 11 years but I would need a good solid reason to take an edible. They absolutely fuck me up. It wouldnāt surprise me at all if itās residual effects, especially if it was your first time! Anxiety always makes symptoms seem worse and more prominent too. Even if you havenāt been anxious lately, THC can for sure trigger it. Iād wait it out a few days before going to a clinic.
Maybe try thinking back to a time when you had these similar horrible period cramps. It ended, yes? Youāre going to get through this! It is unspeakable pain for sure. I totally spiral and assume my body is performing a natural hysterectomy for me. Itās going to end!!! Promise!!
It is going to get better. I felt very similar to this for a long time, it felt really hopeless and dark. Stuck. Thereās nothing wrong with you, I promise. Just know that it gets better. Youāll be 26 someday, on your own, working and living. Youāll feel so triumphant when you realize how far you got.
I totally get it. Look at you, you got through it!! Remember that when you have moments like it again, that youāve felt this way before and youāve gotten through it. Way to go.
The roseville theater downtown marquee
Omg the sign yessss
You should include Rosevilleās tallest structure - the netting at Top Golf.
Hahahaha
Years ago, in queuing traffic, I went in to the back of another car at low speed. Nothing to see on either car, only later I noticed slight damage to my car bonnet.
Iāve definitely considered that to be the case. It was just hard to dismiss that nobody around me reacted- not even the guy I crashed into. I mean, his head didnāt even move! I looked at the people next to me and they didnāt seem to notice anything had happened. Who knows. Weird experience
Couldnāt of put it better myself. I feel the exact same. Waiting for the results is terrifying, they took two from me. X
Hey, this was almost a year ago and my results came back totally normal. I hope you have the same results and they come back quickly. Let me know how everything turns out. ā¤ļø
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Barbaric- that perfectly describes it. Iāve read about the LEEP and after this experience I will find a way to pay to be sedated if I need to have it done. I applaud you for getting through that and I am SO sorry youāve felt this way too. Iām sure it was even worse. Thanks for your response, I havenāt gotten to talk to anybody that I know has gone through this!
Mario early toast has two restaurants I think but itās really really so good.
Iāve gotten 2 jobs on Care.com. I did interviews and trial days with families before they agreed Iād be a good fit! I would definitely look there.
This is basically what mine said, squamous exocervival mucosa was worded differently? But they said mine was normal and a regular HOV infection thatās active.
Grew up in San Jose, lived in San Diego for highschool. Been in Roseville for 7 years now and I love living here the most. My first week of living here I got an overwhelming sense of this being āhomeā. That feeling hasnāt left since. Iād like to get out of CA, but I will really miss Roseville when I go.
South Cirby neighborhood all the way. Just the right amount of community, far enough from Granite Bay and WestPark to avoid the rich snobs, some of the prettiest trees youāve ever seenš downtown Roseville bars are fun but if you donāt mind driving 20 minā¦ the real action is in Folsom!
Bruh are you me? same situation and I have a colposcopy scheduled on feb 17th. I also canāt understand these medical journals. š©š
Omg well I guess we are in this together. Lol
Iām upset that the earliest appt was Feb 17th. I wanted to get it over with and put my anxiety at ease. But best of luck to you! Hoping weāre both good!
Same here! I want it done yesterday. I hope you get nothing but good news!! Girl Power!!! Lol
Ohhhhhh no can you tell me more about the colposcopy?! I have one scheduled for the 17th. Should I be requesting sedation for it?
Everyoneās experience is very different with it from what Iāve read on here! I did as I was told and took about 600mg of ibuprofen before my appointment. I wasnāt given anything to numb the area or any extra pain relief during the procedure. My doctor and nurse were so encouraging and made me feel so comfortable, but I was very in my head during the procedure. It was very invasive and they have to take pen tip sized biopsies using a sort of puncher tool if the areas look off. You can hear the tool and it just causes you to cramp. They had to do a small scrape which resulted in just constant cramping for 30 seconds or so which wasnāt extremely painful, but my sensorys were just on overload and it was a lot. I guess I was thinking the procedure was going to be a little different and afterwards I almost passed out. The nurse noticed my change in skin color and got me a cold pack and fluids and a snack and such. I couldnāt have had a better pair to help me through! I was very emotional afterwards, so it kind of stunk that I drove myself, but I went home and cried for a bit and took a nap and all was well. I was VERY crampy after the procedure, but recovery was overall great. But when my doctor called with my results, she recommended I get sedated for the LEEP as she saw how uncomfortable I was during the colposcopy. I have read on here that others asked for some sort of anti-anxiety med be given to them for the colposcopy to relax. For me it was more so very mentally challenging than anything and I didnāt have my significant other attend to be with me since he doesnāt do well in hospitals. The nurse did hold my hand, but yeah I just had a hard time taking everything in!
I really appreciate you sharing your experience with me!! Thank you. This was a super helpful insight for me.
Sounds like you dodged a bullet.
āStop asking questions you know the answer toā¦there aināt no world in which I am good for youā starved. The entire song means so much to me. I swear my brain has the BEST music video for itš¤£
Every horrible guy Iāve ever dated has made fun of music I like and play around them. In a mean way. I made a pact with myself years ago that I would not move forward with a new guy if he makes fun of the music I enjoy. Maybe itās petty, its just the best indicator to me of a shitty person ahead. He doesnāt have to like the same music as me, but if he makes me seem dumb for listening to it, goodbye!
I love crocheting. Itās so rewarding and itās something I can do with my hands and feel busy while watching tv or listening to a podcast. You can take it to a park, long car rides, etc. People love receiving blankets as giftsā¦ Iām just a big fan of the hobby. Maybe give it a go!
Iāve been in treatment for anorexia on and off for 10+ years. I have the said almost the exact same thing to all my providers, the āif I didnāt have to eat to get through the day I just wouldnāt.ā Food is so unimportant to me. Even now that Iām in a ārecoveredā state where I feed myself 3 times a day at least each major food group itās stillā¦ unimportant. The health consequences of the years of accidental and intentional starvation didnāt really start for me until I turned 23. I would recommend getting help soon! I feel so much better in so many ways now that I feed myself consistently.
Idk how I started getting notifications for this fan page. Why donāt you guys just unfollow herā¦? This entire page is just women saying sheās ugly, sheās this that and the other, her lips are horrible, sheās horrible, sheās a pigā¦ blah blah blah. Iām sure you guys all identify as feminists too. You guys are the ugliest souls for talking about another woman like you have been.
Do you have access to healthcare/already have a treatment team? I highly suggest reaching out to them. You donāt have to be doing better to get help with a plan. Unfortunately EDās do not fix themselvesā¦ but there is help out there. There are scholarship programs for treatment that can accommodate with school schedules. I hope you can get help soon and I hope you make leaps and bounds in your recovery. ā¤ļø
Edibles are really strongā¦ Iāve been smoking for 11 years but I would need a good solid reason to take an edible. They absolutely fuck me up. It wouldnāt surprise me at all if itās residual effects, especially if it was your first time! Anxiety always makes symptoms seem worse and more prominent too. Even if you havenāt been anxious lately, THC can for sure trigger it. Iād wait it out a few days before going to a clinic.
Maybe try thinking back to a time when you had these similar horrible period cramps. It ended, yes? Youāre going to get through this! It is unspeakable pain for sure. I totally spiral and assume my body is performing a natural hysterectomy for me. Itās going to end!!! Promise!!
It is going to get better. I felt very similar to this for a long time, it felt really hopeless and dark. Stuck. Thereās nothing wrong with you, I promise. Just know that it gets better. Youāll be 26 someday, on your own, working and living. Youāll feel so triumphant when you realize how far you got.
I totally get it. Look at you, you got through it!! Remember that when you have moments like it again, that youāve felt this way before and youāve gotten through it. Way to go.
100% crochet.