I'm sorry. I wrote the post quickly while on the shitter about to take a shower and dealing with the anxiety of getting to the airport in time. It really isn't the THC that's fucking me up. It's my reaction to life. Weed exacerbates feelings and I'm feeling down. I have a history of dependence in my family and I'm dependent on weed and benzos which is the bigger problem.
It’s alright OP, I don’t take offense. I commend you for recognizing wherein your issues lie and rising to the challenge of them. I truly believe that the sharing of personal stories is an important part of support, it can just be a simple change of saying “I” instead of “you.” Respect and peace to you on your journey 💚
I forgot about that! I just watched the clip. Steven displays similar deep suspicion and desire to protect like he does with Connie. As soon as Steven recognizes who Marty is he says “I’ll protect you dad!” and remains suspicious throughout the brief interaction. Interesting to compare the 2 interactions! Thanks
Yeah it's interesting to look back on. He's definitely very protective of Greg and Connie, almost like he feels the need to protect them -because- they're 'only' human. He treats regular human 'threats' with the same intensity he treats gem-related threats.
Are you on any other medications? There are certain medications which increase the experience of cannabis withdrawal symptoms. I know Effexor for sure but there are probably others. It could be helpful in understanding your body a bit.
I started heavy use @ 19 and am trying to cut back significantly until I’m at least 25 (I’m 22 now). Weed has only helped me, never hurt me, but I realized that I struggled to take tolerance breaks and I wanted to to keep my use down, so I joined this sub. I think part of what is the concern for modern users is the exceptionally high THC content of some products alongside the small amount of research. I am paranoid about developing “CHS” and ruining my relationship with weed, so I’m here.
I mean…no shame in having a low tolerance at all that’s amazing and cost effective as fuck, but like…has OP seen some of the other posts on this sub? We’re a bunch of crazy fucking stoners lmaooo
I needed to hear this. I got to 8 days through my tolerance break (was shooting for 14 days) and broke last night. I felt disappointed in myself, but I need to remember what incredible progress I have made. 8 days is really good, and I did it once so I can do it again :) thank you for this message today
Alcohol relaxes the blood vessels in your bloodstream so it allows a lot more THC to rapidly enter you system. The two drugs lean in to each other significantly. It’s hella fun I’m not going to lie, but super easy to overdo it, so start low and see how you feel. Don’t expect to drink and smoke in the same quantity when you consume each substance alone.
Give yourself some time, grace, and patience. You’ve altered the way you’ve been experiencing the world, so of course it will be a bit frustrating and unfulfilling at first. Try to explore new hobbies and goals as other people here have suggested. Keep painting, even if it’s slow, keep playing video games, even if it’s for a few minutes at a time. Your brain has to relearn how to do things w/o THC, and it’ll take some time. Be patient w/yourself and try to explore things that bring you joy. The boredom you’re experiencing is not unusual for ppl coming off of cannabis dependence (I remember it well) but it doesn’t stick if you push your brain to try new things. Keep it up 💚
It’s unlikely you’ve done permanent damage to your brain in that time frame. Also I was a heavy smoker from 19-22 and was able to maintain a very high GPA at my competitive school and did not have any academic issues, so no, weed doesn’t make you “stupid.” You have to push your brain to keep up though, as weed slows your brain down and if you don’t start with an overactive (think ADHD, hyper vigilance, etc) brain that can make you feel dull. If you feel like it’s making you “stupid” your brain is probably not attuned to being able to smoke on a regular basis, and you should stop doing so. If you go on a tolerance break, it’s almost guaranteed the “fogginess” you may be experiencing will go away. Listen to your body!
Beautiful post! Thank you for sharing your experience. Be colorful lovely girl :) femininity is an incredible, liberating, and gently devotional experience. Also, your gender experience doesn’t have to be defined by anyone other than you. You are allowed to explore, change your mind, and figure out what feels right. Reading your words brought tears to my eyes! You deserve all the beauty in the world. Welcome to womanhood, you’ve always belonged ❤️
Someone mentioned it on here yesterday, but I feel like a lot of us use cannabis as a way to handle this crazy world. It lets us process what's going on internally and reduces the friction in everyday life. I feel the purpose of this group is to find that happy medium where we can love ourselves and interact with reality in a better way than before.
Absolutely! There was a time when I thought I would never be able to be at peace in my own head without using cannabis, but today is my 7th day of my first tolerance break in 3 years :) weed has astronomically helped me when I needed it most, and also enabled me to see a life where I wouldn’t need it. Good luck on your journey! It’s a marathon, not a sprint, and support groups like this are amazing resources 💚
I think what I’ve learned is that love really does have the power to change minds. Your parents love you, and they want you to be healthy and happy at the end of the day. Their generation was raptly listening during the “War on Drugs” era and it is a massive perspective shift for the vast majority. It has taken a long time and a lot of difficult conversations, but ultimately it was worth it to maintain healthy relationships with both weed and my parents. I don’t think either of them would ever use themselves, but they’ve both come to peace (mostly!) with why I use and what weed really is. Just try to be patient, and remind yourself you are not in the wrong. Your parents distaste for the drug just comes from fear, spurred by commercials like “This is your brain on drugs.” Knowledge is the most empowering thing💚
Hey, friend I have a similar story. Growing up my parents were exceptionally strict and viewed weed as on par with other hard drugs. I got suspended at 17 for having weed in high school and it was…terrible. When I got to college they told me if they ever knew I was smoking again they would pull me out and stop helping pay for schooling and send me to rehab. Well, fast forward a bit and I had a traumatic experience, ended up getting prescribed medical cannabis for PTSD. I tried to hide it from my parents for a long time, but eventually I couldn’t anymore. It was hard for awhile but we talked a lot and they’ve radically changed their perspective on the plant. They still don’t love it, but being open about how and most importantly why I used has really allowed me to rid myself of the shame that was indoctrinated into me as a teen. Also, just doing my own research, reading articles and watching documentaries and positioning my relationship to the plant as one of empowered knowledge rather than the apprehension and guilt that was taught to me.
Mmmm not really? If you consume a bunch of THC it can cause vomiting? But…no that’s not what I would call “usual” especially if you genuinely only experience vomiting on Indica…unless your indica strain is like 10% higher than the sativas you normally smoke and your body isn’t used to the high THC? But uh….nope would not call indica-induced vomiting a usual experience
I have enormous respect for RS’s decision to dig in her heels and keep the wedding. They stuck with the morals that are fundamental to the show: the power of love and connection. Would it have been preferable if the show runners were allowed another season to unfold their plot lines, yes absolutely, but Garnet’s wedding is an absolutely beautiful piece of representation, reflecting RS’s original vision. If they had cut out the wedding, it would have felt like abandoning a moral stance.
For me, the first 4 days were the hardest. Cravings were brutal and my brain was mad at me lol. I’m on day 7 now! Things are much easier. Just push through! You can do it. It gets easier.
Im sorry friend. Know you’re not alone. I think in the post-pandemic world ppl just hunkered down on the few relationships they wanted to keep and have grown more suspicious and cautious of meeting new ppl. It’s isolating and lonely. Are there any club-type organizations in your area? Something that really helped me actually was joining an online Dungeons and Dragons group lmao, we meet routinely once a week and I love the planned socialization.
Look online! My DnD group is online! Maybe you can join an e-group. I’m positive there are “support groups” in this post pandemic world for precisely what you’re struggling with, and there are probably other fun clubs too. The good thing about the pandemic actually is that it opened up a lot of ppl to feel comfortable doing things online. Look into discord groups. Do you like video games? You could befriend some players and play together at the same time, even if you’re in completely different states. Don’t loose hope! Think of it this way, we’re two ppl having a genuine conversation over the internet right now, and it wasn’t hard to get there :) it may take a little digging but I am positive there are resources for you
This post feels preach-y to me. We’re here to support each other where we’re at in our use, not shame or preach to each other.
I'm sorry. I wrote the post quickly while on the shitter about to take a shower and dealing with the anxiety of getting to the airport in time. It really isn't the THC that's fucking me up. It's my reaction to life. Weed exacerbates feelings and I'm feeling down. I have a history of dependence in my family and I'm dependent on weed and benzos which is the bigger problem.
It’s alright OP, I don’t take offense. I commend you for recognizing wherein your issues lie and rising to the challenge of them. I truly believe that the sharing of personal stories is an important part of support, it can just be a simple change of saying “I” instead of “you.” Respect and peace to you on your journey 💚
bro I'm the same age and chainsmoke all day (about 7 grams on average), am I fuckked??
You’re not necessarily “fucked” but you should definitely take immediate steps to slow down and moderate consumption
S3 E7, Drop Beat Dad
I forgot about that! I just watched the clip. Steven displays similar deep suspicion and desire to protect like he does with Connie. As soon as Steven recognizes who Marty is he says “I’ll protect you dad!” and remains suspicious throughout the brief interaction. Interesting to compare the 2 interactions! Thanks
Yeah it's interesting to look back on. He's definitely very protective of Greg and Connie, almost like he feels the need to protect them -because- they're 'only' human. He treats regular human 'threats' with the same intensity he treats gem-related threats.
Great insight!
Are you on any other medications? There are certain medications which increase the experience of cannabis withdrawal symptoms. I know Effexor for sure but there are probably others. It could be helpful in understanding your body a bit.
I started heavy use @ 19 and am trying to cut back significantly until I’m at least 25 (I’m 22 now). Weed has only helped me, never hurt me, but I realized that I struggled to take tolerance breaks and I wanted to to keep my use down, so I joined this sub. I think part of what is the concern for modern users is the exceptionally high THC content of some products alongside the small amount of research. I am paranoid about developing “CHS” and ruining my relationship with weed, so I’m here.
Try mixing your weed with some cbd weed 50/50 mix. Will work a treat x
I actually have been doing that the last month or so!!! Makes me feel much better. Thank you :)
Yas welcome bong supremacy for life lmao
I like “Plane Jane” they list the terps on the flower and I like that a lot
Op seems amazed by some replies, I don't think it is
I mean…no shame in having a low tolerance at all that’s amazing and cost effective as fuck, but like…has OP seen some of the other posts on this sub? We’re a bunch of crazy fucking stoners lmaooo
Is this satire
I needed to hear this. I got to 8 days through my tolerance break (was shooting for 14 days) and broke last night. I felt disappointed in myself, but I need to remember what incredible progress I have made. 8 days is really good, and I did it once so I can do it again :) thank you for this message today
8 days is alot!!
Thank you ☺️ it is a lot! Especially considering a month ago I was smoking like 10+ times a day lol! Baby steps are still big steps :)
Alcohol relaxes the blood vessels in your bloodstream so it allows a lot more THC to rapidly enter you system. The two drugs lean in to each other significantly. It’s hella fun I’m not going to lie, but super easy to overdo it, so start low and see how you feel. Don’t expect to drink and smoke in the same quantity when you consume each substance alone.
Give yourself some time, grace, and patience. You’ve altered the way you’ve been experiencing the world, so of course it will be a bit frustrating and unfulfilling at first. Try to explore new hobbies and goals as other people here have suggested. Keep painting, even if it’s slow, keep playing video games, even if it’s for a few minutes at a time. Your brain has to relearn how to do things w/o THC, and it’ll take some time. Be patient w/yourself and try to explore things that bring you joy. The boredom you’re experiencing is not unusual for ppl coming off of cannabis dependence (I remember it well) but it doesn’t stick if you push your brain to try new things. Keep it up 💚
It’s unlikely you’ve done permanent damage to your brain in that time frame. Also I was a heavy smoker from 19-22 and was able to maintain a very high GPA at my competitive school and did not have any academic issues, so no, weed doesn’t make you “stupid.” You have to push your brain to keep up though, as weed slows your brain down and if you don’t start with an overactive (think ADHD, hyper vigilance, etc) brain that can make you feel dull. If you feel like it’s making you “stupid” your brain is probably not attuned to being able to smoke on a regular basis, and you should stop doing so. If you go on a tolerance break, it’s almost guaranteed the “fogginess” you may be experiencing will go away. Listen to your body!
Beautiful post! Thank you for sharing your experience. Be colorful lovely girl :) femininity is an incredible, liberating, and gently devotional experience. Also, your gender experience doesn’t have to be defined by anyone other than you. You are allowed to explore, change your mind, and figure out what feels right. Reading your words brought tears to my eyes! You deserve all the beauty in the world. Welcome to womanhood, you’ve always belonged ❤️
Someone mentioned it on here yesterday, but I feel like a lot of us use cannabis as a way to handle this crazy world. It lets us process what's going on internally and reduces the friction in everyday life. I feel the purpose of this group is to find that happy medium where we can love ourselves and interact with reality in a better way than before.
Beautifully put, I agree :) 💚
Still coming to terms with my PTSD diagnosis myself, and it’s really encouraging to hear this! Thanks for sharing!
Absolutely! There was a time when I thought I would never be able to be at peace in my own head without using cannabis, but today is my 7th day of my first tolerance break in 3 years :) weed has astronomically helped me when I needed it most, and also enabled me to see a life where I wouldn’t need it. Good luck on your journey! It’s a marathon, not a sprint, and support groups like this are amazing resources 💚
Thanks so much for sharing your story. Sorry to hear about the traumatic event you experienced and I hope you're doing better now.
I think what I’ve learned is that love really does have the power to change minds. Your parents love you, and they want you to be healthy and happy at the end of the day. Their generation was raptly listening during the “War on Drugs” era and it is a massive perspective shift for the vast majority. It has taken a long time and a lot of difficult conversations, but ultimately it was worth it to maintain healthy relationships with both weed and my parents. I don’t think either of them would ever use themselves, but they’ve both come to peace (mostly!) with why I use and what weed really is. Just try to be patient, and remind yourself you are not in the wrong. Your parents distaste for the drug just comes from fear, spurred by commercials like “This is your brain on drugs.” Knowledge is the most empowering thing💚
Hey, friend I have a similar story. Growing up my parents were exceptionally strict and viewed weed as on par with other hard drugs. I got suspended at 17 for having weed in high school and it was…terrible. When I got to college they told me if they ever knew I was smoking again they would pull me out and stop helping pay for schooling and send me to rehab. Well, fast forward a bit and I had a traumatic experience, ended up getting prescribed medical cannabis for PTSD. I tried to hide it from my parents for a long time, but eventually I couldn’t anymore. It was hard for awhile but we talked a lot and they’ve radically changed their perspective on the plant. They still don’t love it, but being open about how and most importantly why I used has really allowed me to rid myself of the shame that was indoctrinated into me as a teen. Also, just doing my own research, reading articles and watching documentaries and positioning my relationship to the plant as one of empowered knowledge rather than the apprehension and guilt that was taught to me.
Hooray! Welcome! 💚
Love the shape!!! Such a unique piece
Mmmm not really? If you consume a bunch of THC it can cause vomiting? But…no that’s not what I would call “usual” especially if you genuinely only experience vomiting on Indica…unless your indica strain is like 10% higher than the sativas you normally smoke and your body isn’t used to the high THC? But uh….nope would not call indica-induced vomiting a usual experience
Medical cannabis card here in Ohio, highest % I’ve seen is a strain called “Garlic Cookies” clocks in at 34-36% THC regularly
Cute :)
I have enormous respect for RS’s decision to dig in her heels and keep the wedding. They stuck with the morals that are fundamental to the show: the power of love and connection. Would it have been preferable if the show runners were allowed another season to unfold their plot lines, yes absolutely, but Garnet’s wedding is an absolutely beautiful piece of representation, reflecting RS’s original vision. If they had cut out the wedding, it would have felt like abandoning a moral stance.
Congrats! Keep it up! OWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW :)
Omg adorable :) I’d love to meet the seal god
For me, the first 4 days were the hardest. Cravings were brutal and my brain was mad at me lol. I’m on day 7 now! Things are much easier. Just push through! You can do it. It gets easier.
Im sorry friend. Know you’re not alone. I think in the post-pandemic world ppl just hunkered down on the few relationships they wanted to keep and have grown more suspicious and cautious of meeting new ppl. It’s isolating and lonely. Are there any club-type organizations in your area? Something that really helped me actually was joining an online Dungeons and Dragons group lmao, we meet routinely once a week and I love the planned socialization.
Honestly I wish that was more of an opportunity but I legit live in a village lol
Look online! My DnD group is online! Maybe you can join an e-group. I’m positive there are “support groups” in this post pandemic world for precisely what you’re struggling with, and there are probably other fun clubs too. The good thing about the pandemic actually is that it opened up a lot of ppl to feel comfortable doing things online. Look into discord groups. Do you like video games? You could befriend some players and play together at the same time, even if you’re in completely different states. Don’t loose hope! Think of it this way, we’re two ppl having a genuine conversation over the internet right now, and it wasn’t hard to get there :) it may take a little digging but I am positive there are resources for you