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  1. I started 4 days ago, I take my 2nd tab around 5pm today and I've had such an intense pressure in my head, headaches, can barely eat, I feel so spaced put and I can barely function cognitively as well as my anxiety is through the roof and my hands shake constantly. Also going for k treatment consult on the 20th. I feel like I'm unraveling but was told to try it for 1 week at least since that's the activation period I guess. I have a feeling ill be stopping this medication too.

  2. You’re not gonna want to open your mouth for 2ish weeks. Had one in 2021 and hated it bc I love talking and couldn’t talk much. Try and drink lots of water and figure out if you like more hot/cold things down your throat. Everyone is different! Take your meds & rinse your nose when you take em!

  3. Oh yes it's been quite rough. It's on day 9 I think and it still is excruciating to eat, drink, swallow and speak. It's better than it was, but not nearly well enough for me to eat like the doctors said I should be able to by now. I'm trying to taper off the pain meds as they won't give me anymore. Cold burns, warm and hot burns so it's kind of a toss up lol. I've had 2 post op appointments stating everything is healing nicely and I should be feeling loads better but I'm not. Definitely hoping these surgeries were worth it. Lol

  4. I've glossed over some small slips. I don't count my days clean but if it was a one time thing that I was able to move on from without getting sucked in, I don't consider it as relapse. shit happens, and I've grown even if I've slipped a couple times in the past couple years. nothing takes away all the times I didn't sh and the skills I developed while being clean.

  5. Thank you for this. I will try some of these methods, perhaps they will do some good. I've slipped 3 times in the past few weeks. Part of me struggles with letting the counter reset because they aren't as serious as they typically are but I also don't want to fall back into the pattern of addiction it causes. I get so caught up in what's going on in my mind that I'll do it and not always realize I've done it, but was aware I was doing it the whole time if that makes any sense.

  6. Thank you for this. I will try some of these methods, perhaps they will do some good. I've slipped 3 times in the past few weeks. Part of me struggles with letting the counter reset because they aren't as serious as they typically are but I also don't want to fall back into the pattern of addiction it causes. I get so caught up in what's going on in my mind that I'll do it and not always realize I've done it, but was aware I was doing it the whole time if that makes any sense.

  7. Thank you for this. I will try some of these methods, perhaps they will do some good. I've slipped 3 times in the past few weeks. Part of me struggles with letting the counter reset because they aren't as serious as they typically are but I also don't want to fall back into the pattern of addiction it causes. I get so caught up in what's going on in my mind that I'll do it and not always realize I've done it, but was aware I was doing it the whole time if that makes any sense.

  8. I'm intending on doing the same but in order to use in the future off and on. I try to let mine dry so I can powder it and the lipids in the blood make it sparkle. It's insanely pretty and quite potent and has zero scent!

  9. There’s a decent beach at brooksville lake but it’s in Indiana so like a 30-40 minute drive from cincy

  10. Seems about an hour or so from me. Not too bad! I wanna travel out farther but I'd need to plan better. Plus going alone isn't safe, but all my buddies are busy! Lol

  11. it is a WONDERFUL Community and I have attended my first meeting about 2 days ago. They mail out chips too. Currently awaiting my 66 day chip (kinda wish I had waited until day 69 ;) )

  12. Thank you all for the insight. It sounds kinda freaky when it was explained to me and when I researched it it made me a little apprehensive. I'm intrigued though and willing to give it a shot. Fingers crossed I can get in with this doctor soon!

  13. This is so accurate it hurts. I've personally just turned to shutting up, and doing SH where it can't be seen unless I have a particularly bad night. I feel the stares, I hear the things people are about to say repeat in my head before the even say it. It's always the same bullshit and it never does any good in the slightest. Thank you for finally putting it in words that may drive that point home for a lot of folks. I'm 28 and things never get better. They may seem better for a bit, but always return to shit, as expected.

  14. She was actually wearing her seat belt, I refuse to even start the car unless she is since she is forgetful due to her pre-accident head injuries. I didn't even realize she had told the EMT in the ambulance that she "didn't think she had it on" - her words, but she as of now, can confirm she has a severe head injury and is to go in for an MRI to make sure there is no swelling or neurological issues occurring outside of her concussion. Unfortunately since she stated that to the EMT, that is what was taken down as part of her statement.

  15. My apologies for thinking that your information wasn't matching your post. The police report confused me as I thought it was in regard to your car.

  16. No worries, I get it. A lot of people out there do try and pull stuff to get quick cash so i can't really blame people for being suspicious.

  17. Yes! I may have to try this, the specialist recommended keeping my hair tied back, putting the head gear on and then taking it down but it makes it harder to put the headgear on that way and strands of hair still get stuck to the Velcro and it's rather uncomfortable. I'm sensitive AF and have been having issues wearing it to bed lately. My hair is thick and curly/wavy so I don't know if it will work, but I am willing to try!

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