When I come to this point, I make myself sit down and drink a bottle of water. It slows my brain down. Sometimes Iāll force myself to draw or write out whatās actually bothering me and then burn it.
Imagine being a survivor of rape and seeing this.. cause there i am right now. Imagine being in my place right now and seeing men post shit like this and how fucked up it is. I wont be sleeping tonight thanks to the ptsd and this shit setting me off tonight..
I am so so sorry what you went through. I had someone who I love very much get raped and groomed when they were 15-17 years old. While I myself am not a victim, I totally get the ptsd you have due to these sick fucks. I pray that things get better for you in the future and that you make a full recovery.
There is no full recovery. There is no going to before you were raped. The person you were before you were raped no longer exists. Thereās simply no going back. Rape is worse than murder in my experience. I wish my rapist bothered to kill me. He didnāt. And like so many others, I get to drag this weight around with me for the rest of my life. We are walking wounded people and we donāt get the option to be anything else. Some of carry it better than others. Therapy and/or medication has helped many of us. But we all carry this shit and itās soul crushing. So, thank you for your kind words, and I know you mean well, but there is no full recovery from rape.
Should have jumped in here earlier because we could have told you to go to walmart - that vial in your pic is $25, and a box of syringes is $12 for 100.. they do sell the pen versions for $75 (maybe less now), and the pen needles are $12 for 50.. CVS is the WORST place to go to when cash paying for any prescription and their prices are so high its ridiculous. But yeah, this is what we deal with on a constant basis here.
I struggle to see how a big company can charge you so much more? And would Walmart have sold to me OTC? And why the old school vial insulin - I woulda paid more for pens!!
I was a mistake. The byproduct of my mom getting revenge sex on her cheating ass husband. He made her keep me to teach a lesson or some shit. Guess who really got the punishment.. little me. I watched my brothers (who came later to āfixā things with their marriage, apparently) get love, affection, birthday parties. I wasnāt even hugged by my mom. Nobody gave a shit when i got sick or when my brother hit me in the chest with a metal baseball bat, breaking 4 ribs, and left me nearly unable to breathe. I now have no family at all - my mom died, but im pretty sure she wrote me off as dead before the Alzheimerās took her. Her husband still sends me abusive emails about what a piece of shit i am. Ive found the only way to get any kind of revenge is to do everything to live my best life. They want me to fail and die in a gutter; im going to handle my shit, be successful, and die happy somewhere warm. You didnāt choose your parents, but you can choose the life you live afterwards. Think about it.
It was actually the standard way to give birth up until the 17th century, when a perverted king with a birth-watching fetish and a doctor who deemed it more convenient influenced the change. Even though different positions could be much more beneficial giving birth, many hospitals will still try to force the method of laying down out of convenience regardless of what you want. Just yet another shitty part of healthcare as a woman.
Yeah I just looked it up. Only itās not available at the ones out here because I apparently live in some backwater town .. smh.. and itās backorder online. Iām just doomed to suffer without it.
I totally get it. I only got mine cause I was out of town. I still had to drive half an hour to the nice side of town cause thatās the only place they had it. Hope you can get one soon! š¤š¼
I didnāt either in my 20ās.. so āliberal artsā it was.. which led into the actual arts, and weirdly landed me in astrophysics, which I like the science, but donāt want to be a scientist. Iām still lost, but Iām having fun finding myself - itās like an expensive game of Whereās Waldo. Lol.
Ah, still running windows xp..
When I come to this point, I make myself sit down and drink a bottle of water. It slows my brain down. Sometimes Iāll force myself to draw or write out whatās actually bothering me and then burn it.
Imagine being a survivor of rape and seeing this.. cause there i am right now. Imagine being in my place right now and seeing men post shit like this and how fucked up it is. I wont be sleeping tonight thanks to the ptsd and this shit setting me off tonight..
I am so so sorry what you went through. I had someone who I love very much get raped and groomed when they were 15-17 years old. While I myself am not a victim, I totally get the ptsd you have due to these sick fucks. I pray that things get better for you in the future and that you make a full recovery.
There is no full recovery. There is no going to before you were raped. The person you were before you were raped no longer exists. Thereās simply no going back. Rape is worse than murder in my experience. I wish my rapist bothered to kill me. He didnāt. And like so many others, I get to drag this weight around with me for the rest of my life. We are walking wounded people and we donāt get the option to be anything else. Some of carry it better than others. Therapy and/or medication has helped many of us. But we all carry this shit and itās soul crushing. So, thank you for your kind words, and I know you mean well, but there is no full recovery from rape.
Research.. lol
Should have jumped in here earlier because we could have told you to go to walmart - that vial in your pic is $25, and a box of syringes is $12 for 100.. they do sell the pen versions for $75 (maybe less now), and the pen needles are $12 for 50.. CVS is the WORST place to go to when cash paying for any prescription and their prices are so high its ridiculous. But yeah, this is what we deal with on a constant basis here.
I struggle to see how a big company can charge you so much more? And would Walmart have sold to me OTC? And why the old school vial insulin - I woulda paid more for pens!!
Walmart will sell novolog in both long and short acting OTC. Just go to the pharmacy and ask for it.
If you are legit a virgin, then its time to visit the doctor.
I was a mistake. The byproduct of my mom getting revenge sex on her cheating ass husband. He made her keep me to teach a lesson or some shit. Guess who really got the punishment.. little me. I watched my brothers (who came later to āfixā things with their marriage, apparently) get love, affection, birthday parties. I wasnāt even hugged by my mom. Nobody gave a shit when i got sick or when my brother hit me in the chest with a metal baseball bat, breaking 4 ribs, and left me nearly unable to breathe. I now have no family at all - my mom died, but im pretty sure she wrote me off as dead before the Alzheimerās took her. Her husband still sends me abusive emails about what a piece of shit i am. Ive found the only way to get any kind of revenge is to do everything to live my best life. They want me to fail and die in a gutter; im going to handle my shit, be successful, and die happy somewhere warm. You didnāt choose your parents, but you can choose the life you live afterwards. Think about it.
Wouldnt you?
I think it gets talked about enough for most.
Not really.
COMMENTING FOR VISIBILITY
Its fucking sick they even feel comfortable enough to make their own sub
Agreed. Thereās almost 50k sub members too.
Oh they def need to be taken care of beyond reddit.
It was actually the standard way to give birth up until the 17th century, when a perverted king with a birth-watching fetish and a doctor who deemed it more convenient influenced the change. Even though different positions could be much more beneficial giving birth, many hospitals will still try to force the method of laying down out of convenience regardless of what you want. Just yet another shitty part of healthcare as a woman.
This is what i was talking about in my post⦠have a link to share because im not finding it
Cant find the article, but there was a king who got off on watching a woman give birth and having her on her back gave him the best view..
Boundaries. Set them and hold him to them. You do not have to do anything you do not want to do and if heās got a problem with that, you leave.
Lol, I hear you. Iām bi, so even if I still had a uterus, I donāt use BC with my female partners.
Iām pan.. and I kinda go through phases where itāll be more guys.. or more trans.. it just changes on the whims of the universe. Lol..
Samās also has it for $120 if you know someone with a membership there instead. Thatās where I got mine a couple days ago!
Yeah I just looked it up. Only itās not available at the ones out here because I apparently live in some backwater town .. smh.. and itās backorder online. Iām just doomed to suffer without it.
I totally get it. I only got mine cause I was out of town. I still had to drive half an hour to the nice side of town cause thatās the only place they had it. Hope you can get one soon! š¤š¼
Me too! Iām type 1 diabetes and anything that I can make ice cream that wonāt make me sick is just awesome
Was waiting for the Type 1 Diabetics to check inā¦..
We get the shaft on the daily but people somehow forget we exist. Lol
Thatās sad š
Itās truth tho.
Anal. Just not a fan.
A bbq
Itās never for āyour own safetyā to restrict access to information. Just saying..
You need to see someone about an eating disorder. While Iām short too at 5ā2, being 4ā11 and 99lbs is the lowest end of normalā.
Itās showtime! Cookie that bish up!
Just a reminder: you donāt owe him anything. Not your time. Your attention. Your forgiveness. Nothing.
Thatās awesome.
I didnāt either in my 20ās.. so āliberal artsā it was.. which led into the actual arts, and weirdly landed me in astrophysics, which I like the science, but donāt want to be a scientist. Iām still lost, but Iām having fun finding myself - itās like an expensive game of Whereās Waldo. Lol.