I wish more House incorporated more bass. I love Deep House and Trance but after going to some Bass shows after finding Tipper and his trippy friends, I can understand how people sayHouse just doesn't "hit as hard", literally the bass punches you in the chest.
Don’t involve a boyfriend in your work. It blurs lines and makes things weird. Their fragile egos cannot handle seeing what goes on. This man said he hates you. He’s telling you how he feels. There is nothing more dangerous than staying around a man who hates you. You gotta stop blaming yourself for everything. You didn’t do anything wrong. Your audience even sided with you. It’s his responsibility to deal with his feelings about your job. And if he can’t handle it, which it doesn’t seem like he can there’s no point in keeping him around. He’s just gonna do everything he can to take it out on you. And you would not be choosing camming over him. You would be choosing yourself. Camming is just a job. There are men out there that can handle their partner being a cam model.
There were times my condition did improve but it reverted back easily. Would my issue be similar to someone who binge drinks everyday and takes herbs hoping to solve health issues caused by drinking? It sounds like something that would be tough for TCM herbs to solve as well.
I know this is late, but basically yes. Returning to the moldy environment is going back to what is making you sick. You can’t heal from mold while living in mold. Don’t matter what herbs/drugs/substances etc you take. You are just reinfecting yourself over and over.
i moved here from a small town. i grew up being really shy and having the worst social anxiety. my long term plan was to showgirl and make enough money to start paying for schooling. the appeal was you could make 25-100+ an hour and they are only 4 hour shifts. so that would’ve worked very well with school. plus i have a crazy amount of confidence that i never thought id have.
Barometric pressure changes could be effecting you. Everyday starting at 4am/4pm barometric pressure increases until about 10am/10pm. I am incapable of waking up during those blocks of time unless I started the wake up process before. My last job I was on nights and I had to set my first alarm at 3:30pm for me to be able to wake up and be at work by 6:30. When I switched to days I had to do the same thing. First alarm at 3:30am. I would give myself until 4:45 to snooze alarms, and on days I was super tired I would push it until 5:15. Super annoying to have to spend so much time trying to wake up but it worked. Being tired can also be a symptom of reacting to an allergen. How is the air in your bed room? I lived in an apt with mold once and I could not wake up there to save my life. Tree pollen season also makes it really hard for me to wake up.
You are correct in saying you are just performing for the horniness of men. Most things we are taught sexually are thru the male gaze. It’s completely normal to not feel anything from it. It’s not for you. It’s for men. Whatever gets you aroused will look different than what porn displays.
Have your doctor prescribe some fluconazole to take when you finish your antibiotics. I have to do this everytime I take antibiotics or else I get candida overgrowth.
How's your potassium levels? I had extreme anxiety during Covid and the only thing that helped it was potassium. I was on the lower side in blood tests but not out of range but I felt better when I increased it. I do have to caution to be careful with it as you can overdose so be sure to do blood tests and track your intake.
Potassium helps me when I have too much sodium. It’s like a balancing game with electrolytes. I get really hot when I’ve had too much sodium. I just eat some avocado. And it has enough to level me out. Coconut water too. Yes it taste like ass but it has like the best electrolytes combo. It’s the only thing that knocks out my migraines too.
Vitamin D is a big deal, magnesium helps a lot, I’ve been taking the women’s liposomal multivitamin from Solaray for like 6 months now. It has GABA in it and I think that’s what helps me feel calm. the vitamins legit calm down my panic attacks if I take one while it’s happening. I also have found 5-htp to be very useful is keeping the infinite sadness away. I take 100mg 3 times a day. I can tell when I need to take the next dose because I start doom spiraling and I get hella cold for no reason. Drinking tea is another thing I do that helps. It has L-theanine in it which is the precursor to GABA so it help promote calm. It’s also the only way I can handle caffeine. I like white tea most.
It’s cause American rave culture has been commercialized. Find a dj you like that plays us festivals and European festival and listen to their sets for both places. There is a difference in what they play. This doesn’t apply to every dj, but sets in America tend to have more songs with words. Kinda giving the American rave scene a pop culture vibe in comparison to Europe. European sets dont have so much focus on sing along able songs. Most European festival happen during daylight time hours and end by like midnight or 1am. I feel like that allows for a wider crowd to have access to them which brings in more street clothed/ daytime dressed participants. Most in America are night time. That alone reduces the amount of people that will go. It allows for more of a certain type of culture to develop. Americans dress up for them in a way that will look cool in the darker environment. Something’s that are fun to wear like glow in the dark paints, hair, reflective clothing, maybe colored fur cause it’s cooler can all look kinda silly in a daylight environment. So from the perspective of someone who sees the unconventional outfits and hears the sing along type edm American raves can come across kinda like kindergarten rave time in comparison to the less sing along more typical life clothing choices of raves in Europe.
I’m super new to this industry (just over 1 month on cb, sc, and cs. I have only done 1 private, and now I’m super scared to do another one. Dude wanted me to call him the “n” word. Like WHAT?!?!? I am just super not comfortable with that. He said it’s ok and he likes it, but I just couldn’t do it. Now I just don’t do privates
That has been such a big eye opener for me. The amount of men that want to be called the N word or F slur is mind boggling. Situation between men what has been labeled hate crimes to the general public I now suspect as having a strong sexual undertones.
It’s a result of the bad economy and male loneliness epidemic. If men can’t make enough money to feel like they can try for a relationship they usually won’t. And they will be bitter about it but they get mad at women for being gold diggers instead of being mad at the people running the country creating the environment. And since they don’t have women around them to take it out on they go to the SW. they feel since it’s obviously transactional we are deserving of having their unhappiness taken out on us. I wish they would just open their fucking eyes and focus all this rage towards the men causing the problems at the top of the system. Change would happen so fast in the world if they just stopped blaming everything on women.
Im not the only one who noticed the moving. I was trying to figure out why the same spot on my hand gets a dry patch when ever my candida comes back. Like is that spot connected to my gut. It’s so weird. So I did a crazy deep dive into C. Albicans and I don’t think it ever goes away. It’s like a weird pet with terrible anxiety we are stuck with. It has 3 forms. The form we want it in is when it’s in its little ovals. And it’s just hanging out in the gut being a non problematic piece of the micro biome. But when something happens like we eat too much sugar or salt or whatever other poisons we ingest. These substances cause inflammation of the gut. Well they trigger mast cells to activate and mast cells are what make things inflamed. They do it to bring more immune cells to help in addition to making cell more permeable so toxins can be moved out into the lymphatic system for removal. This makes the candida trip out. 1 because those things create an environment that kills off the bacteria.2. The immune cells will target the oval form of candida. To survive this the candida changes into its hypae form. This is like a little seedling with roots looking thing. This form is impressive. Our immune system does not notice it. And because our gut wall are all permeable from being inflamed it digs its roots right into the cells and then fuses to them. This form is the problematic one. Once rooted it just expands and makes more in all forms and a biofilm is created. The oval candida made in this biofilm are tougher and immune to more stuff. Some also have the ability to get absorbed by an immune cell and then destroy that cell from the inside out. The gut wall is a direct route to the blood stream. Once the roots have made it to the blood stream it can send out new candida cells that way too. These cells know how to get into most cells and use their glycogen stores or trigger them into turning their glycerin into glycogen for them to use. Basically once candida has access to the blood stream it can use our blood sugar as food. The liver and brain are both places with big glycogen stores and candida likes to post up in both of those places. I’m pretty sure the uterus is another ideal place for glycogen but I didn’t look that up.
It could be the water at your place. Do you ever feel like your place smells like dirty socks/clothes? Thats what it smells like if there is mold around.
Dont look at it as a curse, you're avoiding so many health probs cutting sugar out. My one occasional treat is Rebel keto ice cream otherwise i do a mostly carnivore diet to keep it under control.
Lol! I’ve had someone stare at me while doing it. They were pissed I was shopping for salsa when they wanted to walk on that side of the aisle. I’m tall and normal sized… but nope, they wanted to do a straight line and there I was. My partner had to calm me down after that one.
I think a big part of the shopping rage is because they did not bring back the 24/7 hours. Night time people and daytime people are very different. Daytime people seem to just mosey around all willynilly. Night time people have a mission and need to get in and get out because it’s the middle of the fucking night for them and they are exhausted. Even though daytime people will let you know how the noise you are making is keeping them up at night and will scream at you, they never have any consideration for the night time people trying to sleep during the day. Making both populations have to be around each other when they never have had to before is making stuff tense and feel so overpopulated. It used to be if you just loathed grocery shopping when it was busy you could go at 3am and it was so quiet and peaceful. They took away the option for peace and space.
Can relate, I am 100% convinced I’m not the same person I was before 2020. Call it awakening call it paranoia but I’m aware in a different way nowadays, I can’t explain but it’s right there. And the world? Full of cunts, holy christ, it’s like the entire planet went mad what’s even going on
We went thru 2020 where we told other humans in our space was our biggest threat. Their/our breath was dangerous. And people either acted with respect to others fear of them and wore masks or acted is total disregard of the terror people felt and did not mask. Watching someone being asked to mask up, because the people around them were literally terrified of their breath, loudly refuse and call everyone a stupid sheep and cause a scene changes how you see people. It made it very apparent other people don’t give a fuck about hurting you as long as they get to do what they want. The people that act out and get shitty when they are scared, which is a lot of fucking people, make it hard to be around others. Cause we never know who it is and when they’re gonna rage out.
You just notice the creepy stares because you are feeling more exposed. The creepy stares are still there when you are wearing more clothing. You just don’t notice because you don’t think you are giving off any reason for them to be starting at you like that. Wear what makes you feel beautiful. If a man chooses to assault you, it will have nothing to do with what you are wearing and everything to do with them being a predator.
The playa is bentonite clay. Just a quick google search will give you the answers you’re looking for. The beauty industry has been using this clay for face/hair/body masks for many years.
except that someone ran over a tent and a bunch of people got covid, but other than that I'm sure it was fun. plus didn't someone flip a side by side and end up in the hospital on like the first night?
I wish more House incorporated more bass. I love Deep House and Trance but after going to some Bass shows after finding Tipper and his trippy friends, I can understand how people sayHouse just doesn't "hit as hard", literally the bass punches you in the chest.
Bass house. It’s the best type of house.
Don’t involve a boyfriend in your work. It blurs lines and makes things weird. Their fragile egos cannot handle seeing what goes on. This man said he hates you. He’s telling you how he feels. There is nothing more dangerous than staying around a man who hates you. You gotta stop blaming yourself for everything. You didn’t do anything wrong. Your audience even sided with you. It’s his responsibility to deal with his feelings about your job. And if he can’t handle it, which it doesn’t seem like he can there’s no point in keeping him around. He’s just gonna do everything he can to take it out on you. And you would not be choosing camming over him. You would be choosing yourself. Camming is just a job. There are men out there that can handle their partner being a cam model.
There were times my condition did improve but it reverted back easily. Would my issue be similar to someone who binge drinks everyday and takes herbs hoping to solve health issues caused by drinking? It sounds like something that would be tough for TCM herbs to solve as well.
I know this is late, but basically yes. Returning to the moldy environment is going back to what is making you sick. You can’t heal from mold while living in mold. Don’t matter what herbs/drugs/substances etc you take. You are just reinfecting yourself over and over.
Pollution. In the food, water, air.
Bills lol. That’s how I handle it lol. This is my full time job.
How many phones do you have?
i moved here from a small town. i grew up being really shy and having the worst social anxiety. my long term plan was to showgirl and make enough money to start paying for schooling. the appeal was you could make 25-100+ an hour and they are only 4 hour shifts. so that would’ve worked very well with school. plus i have a crazy amount of confidence that i never thought id have.
When you say 4 hour shifts. Does that mean you are working for a company? Do they provide the costumes and do you have to give them a cut?
Shave the hair. Or wash areas with hair with shampoo.
Barometric pressure changes could be effecting you. Everyday starting at 4am/4pm barometric pressure increases until about 10am/10pm. I am incapable of waking up during those blocks of time unless I started the wake up process before. My last job I was on nights and I had to set my first alarm at 3:30pm for me to be able to wake up and be at work by 6:30. When I switched to days I had to do the same thing. First alarm at 3:30am. I would give myself until 4:45 to snooze alarms, and on days I was super tired I would push it until 5:15. Super annoying to have to spend so much time trying to wake up but it worked. Being tired can also be a symptom of reacting to an allergen. How is the air in your bed room? I lived in an apt with mold once and I could not wake up there to save my life. Tree pollen season also makes it really hard for me to wake up.
You are correct in saying you are just performing for the horniness of men. Most things we are taught sexually are thru the male gaze. It’s completely normal to not feel anything from it. It’s not for you. It’s for men. Whatever gets you aroused will look different than what porn displays.
Have your doctor prescribe some fluconazole to take when you finish your antibiotics. I have to do this everytime I take antibiotics or else I get candida overgrowth.
How's your potassium levels? I had extreme anxiety during Covid and the only thing that helped it was potassium. I was on the lower side in blood tests but not out of range but I felt better when I increased it. I do have to caution to be careful with it as you can overdose so be sure to do blood tests and track your intake.
Potassium helps me when I have too much sodium. It’s like a balancing game with electrolytes. I get really hot when I’ve had too much sodium. I just eat some avocado. And it has enough to level me out. Coconut water too. Yes it taste like ass but it has like the best electrolytes combo. It’s the only thing that knocks out my migraines too.
Vitamin D helped some, I’m gonna continue to take it
Vitamin D is a big deal, magnesium helps a lot, I’ve been taking the women’s liposomal multivitamin from Solaray for like 6 months now. It has GABA in it and I think that’s what helps me feel calm. the vitamins legit calm down my panic attacks if I take one while it’s happening. I also have found 5-htp to be very useful is keeping the infinite sadness away. I take 100mg 3 times a day. I can tell when I need to take the next dose because I start doom spiraling and I get hella cold for no reason. Drinking tea is another thing I do that helps. It has L-theanine in it which is the precursor to GABA so it help promote calm. It’s also the only way I can handle caffeine. I like white tea most.
It’s the styrene acrylate copolymer that causes eye irritation too. And it’s in like all sunscreen cause it helps with UV protection.
It’s cause American rave culture has been commercialized. Find a dj you like that plays us festivals and European festival and listen to their sets for both places. There is a difference in what they play. This doesn’t apply to every dj, but sets in America tend to have more songs with words. Kinda giving the American rave scene a pop culture vibe in comparison to Europe. European sets dont have so much focus on sing along able songs. Most European festival happen during daylight time hours and end by like midnight or 1am. I feel like that allows for a wider crowd to have access to them which brings in more street clothed/ daytime dressed participants. Most in America are night time. That alone reduces the amount of people that will go. It allows for more of a certain type of culture to develop. Americans dress up for them in a way that will look cool in the darker environment. Something’s that are fun to wear like glow in the dark paints, hair, reflective clothing, maybe colored fur cause it’s cooler can all look kinda silly in a daylight environment. So from the perspective of someone who sees the unconventional outfits and hears the sing along type edm American raves can come across kinda like kindergarten rave time in comparison to the less sing along more typical life clothing choices of raves in Europe.
I’m super new to this industry (just over 1 month on cb, sc, and cs. I have only done 1 private, and now I’m super scared to do another one. Dude wanted me to call him the “n” word. Like WHAT?!?!? I am just super not comfortable with that. He said it’s ok and he likes it, but I just couldn’t do it. Now I just don’t do privates
That has been such a big eye opener for me. The amount of men that want to be called the N word or F slur is mind boggling. Situation between men what has been labeled hate crimes to the general public I now suspect as having a strong sexual undertones.
swear to god these customers are getting worse in every damn avenue of sex work. hooking, stripping, camming, ALL OF IT. wonder what’s in the air
It’s a result of the bad economy and male loneliness epidemic. If men can’t make enough money to feel like they can try for a relationship they usually won’t. And they will be bitter about it but they get mad at women for being gold diggers instead of being mad at the people running the country creating the environment. And since they don’t have women around them to take it out on they go to the SW. they feel since it’s obviously transactional we are deserving of having their unhappiness taken out on us. I wish they would just open their fucking eyes and focus all this rage towards the men causing the problems at the top of the system. Change would happen so fast in the world if they just stopped blaming everything on women.
Yes, this is the correct reason.
Im not the only one who noticed the moving. I was trying to figure out why the same spot on my hand gets a dry patch when ever my candida comes back. Like is that spot connected to my gut. It’s so weird. So I did a crazy deep dive into C. Albicans and I don’t think it ever goes away. It’s like a weird pet with terrible anxiety we are stuck with. It has 3 forms. The form we want it in is when it’s in its little ovals. And it’s just hanging out in the gut being a non problematic piece of the micro biome. But when something happens like we eat too much sugar or salt or whatever other poisons we ingest. These substances cause inflammation of the gut. Well they trigger mast cells to activate and mast cells are what make things inflamed. They do it to bring more immune cells to help in addition to making cell more permeable so toxins can be moved out into the lymphatic system for removal. This makes the candida trip out. 1 because those things create an environment that kills off the bacteria.2. The immune cells will target the oval form of candida. To survive this the candida changes into its hypae form. This is like a little seedling with roots looking thing. This form is impressive. Our immune system does not notice it. And because our gut wall are all permeable from being inflamed it digs its roots right into the cells and then fuses to them. This form is the problematic one. Once rooted it just expands and makes more in all forms and a biofilm is created. The oval candida made in this biofilm are tougher and immune to more stuff. Some also have the ability to get absorbed by an immune cell and then destroy that cell from the inside out. The gut wall is a direct route to the blood stream. Once the roots have made it to the blood stream it can send out new candida cells that way too. These cells know how to get into most cells and use their glycogen stores or trigger them into turning their glycerin into glycogen for them to use. Basically once candida has access to the blood stream it can use our blood sugar as food. The liver and brain are both places with big glycogen stores and candida likes to post up in both of those places. I’m pretty sure the uterus is another ideal place for glycogen but I didn’t look that up.
It could be the water at your place. Do you ever feel like your place smells like dirty socks/clothes? Thats what it smells like if there is mold around.
Dont look at it as a curse, you're avoiding so many health probs cutting sugar out. My one occasional treat is Rebel keto ice cream otherwise i do a mostly carnivore diet to keep it under control.
Don’t eat rebel. I know it’s so good. But erythritol feeds yeast.
Lol! I’ve had someone stare at me while doing it. They were pissed I was shopping for salsa when they wanted to walk on that side of the aisle. I’m tall and normal sized… but nope, they wanted to do a straight line and there I was. My partner had to calm me down after that one.
I think a big part of the shopping rage is because they did not bring back the 24/7 hours. Night time people and daytime people are very different. Daytime people seem to just mosey around all willynilly. Night time people have a mission and need to get in and get out because it’s the middle of the fucking night for them and they are exhausted. Even though daytime people will let you know how the noise you are making is keeping them up at night and will scream at you, they never have any consideration for the night time people trying to sleep during the day. Making both populations have to be around each other when they never have had to before is making stuff tense and feel so overpopulated. It used to be if you just loathed grocery shopping when it was busy you could go at 3am and it was so quiet and peaceful. They took away the option for peace and space.
Can relate, I am 100% convinced I’m not the same person I was before 2020. Call it awakening call it paranoia but I’m aware in a different way nowadays, I can’t explain but it’s right there. And the world? Full of cunts, holy christ, it’s like the entire planet went mad what’s even going on
We went thru 2020 where we told other humans in our space was our biggest threat. Their/our breath was dangerous. And people either acted with respect to others fear of them and wore masks or acted is total disregard of the terror people felt and did not mask. Watching someone being asked to mask up, because the people around them were literally terrified of their breath, loudly refuse and call everyone a stupid sheep and cause a scene changes how you see people. It made it very apparent other people don’t give a fuck about hurting you as long as they get to do what they want. The people that act out and get shitty when they are scared, which is a lot of fucking people, make it hard to be around others. Cause we never know who it is and when they’re gonna rage out.
I very very rarely eat out. It’s just not worth it to me. Everywhere I liked to eat couldn’t make it through 2020.
Antihistamines
Squat down and cough a few times, it’s how the cops get whatever stashed in natures pocket to fall out.
You just notice the creepy stares because you are feeling more exposed. The creepy stares are still there when you are wearing more clothing. You just don’t notice because you don’t think you are giving off any reason for them to be starting at you like that. Wear what makes you feel beautiful. If a man chooses to assault you, it will have nothing to do with what you are wearing and everything to do with them being a predator.
It's a common recommendation, but I'm not sure it does any good. I wish an actual chemist would weigh in.
The playa is bentonite clay. Just a quick google search will give you the answers you’re looking for. The beauty industry has been using this clay for face/hair/body masks for many years.
Renegade was amazing
except that someone ran over a tent and a bunch of people got covid, but other than that I'm sure it was fun. plus didn't someone flip a side by side and end up in the hospital on like the first night?
Didn’t someone die at the burn this year and there are a fuck ton of people testing positive for COVID?? Renegades didn’t have anyone die
Both renegades were seriously the best.
This sounds like something someone in a cult would say. Lol